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Friday 24 July 2015

I love you

Dear Alok,
Since the time u have gone (now 10days) my mind has been blank, I have lost my best friend, my guide, my only boyfriend, the love of my life....I lost You!
People want me to be strong for our kids, I am strong I talk to them I laugh with them but my mind stays blank! I'm just a mother now, I miss being ur girlfriend I miss being ur wife. When I'm with u everything makes sense, u make me the person I want to be and not the person I am! Life without u is unbearable!
I've got the whole bed to me, but I don't want it, I don't have anybody snoring next to me, I miss those snores! I don't want to think about the future coz without u even that is blank! I remember those lil tiffs we had over rom coms and action movies, holding ur hand after watching horror flicks and troubling u all night over that! I miss being in ur arms...those strong arms that would hold me tight and where I could hide! 
I miss u, come back plz
P.S. I LOVE YOU